dear god

dear god,

i don’t believe in you

pls don’t be offended

this should probably be more formal

but that would only matter if i sent it

i’ve been wondering for some time

how did you turn water into wine

anyway, we need to chat

i know what you’re thinking

it’s not about that

trust me you’re the only one i can trust

mainly because i think you’re a myth

and i don’t want to make too much of a fuss

but i think you should know:

i saw it with my own eyes,

what you did

and now is no time for lies

or little fibs

i don’t even know why i’m writing this

i just had to get rid of it

you don’t exist

and this is irrelevant

i’m going mad, did you know that?

i’m going mad and there are a hundred million things that rhyme with that

but all of them are bad

i’m going mad because of all the people hurting people

it makes me sad

does it make you sad?

you don’t have to react

i won’t even send it

(who would i send it to?)

please hear my prayer though

oh!

and, if you’re our father

can i call you dad?

- an atheist losing faith in the world around them